my way...

I have lost my way....

i dunno where should i go now....

izzit i'm in the right track?

confusez..

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when i leave from secondary,

i miss my way,

dunno what i want actually?

dunno what i choose correctly?

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feel damn emo all the times

escape the painfulness all the times

since i stop escape,

when i look back,

what i done actually?

it is seem nothing....

should i persist the way i choose?

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i am find another way to escape those painfulness come from my choosen,

but escape come with double pain in the end

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should i admit that i choose a wrong way?

i really confuse my future,

it seem not my dream future...

i just keep follow the rest road the i choose...

parents and other ppl's expect,

been let me collapse...

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what should i do now?

persist or give up?

Mumbling**

ahhhh...

why i so short??

i damn hate my body figure!!

short but breast special b**

why huh??

i just wanna be normal person!!

i don't want such body figure!

it is obsession me alot!

i cant wear what i like,

cant do what i like,

everything bound by it!!!

damn damn pissed off!!!

izzit plastic surgery will help me?

but i dun wan scar appear in my body,

i just wan balance balance and balance...><

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although many ppl are paying jealous on me,

but i really dun think so it is good enough to me,

i hate it!!

GOD,

if you paying me a perfect body shape,

but can you get me 1 more thing?

i need height much!!!

but i damn disappoint what happening in mine now.

disappointed and more,

been 21+ liao,

i know i no more hope to this....

sigh,

then,

if cant have height,

then balance me ,can?

beg GOD...

Japan is awesome! Let's pray for japan!

March of 2011 is coming,

earthquake was been to japan!!

It is 9.0 level~!!!

GOSH!!

It is horrible and startle!!!

i cant imagine how Japanese cant pass thru such horrible moment,

they are much respect by us regard this.

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Government is handle all resident by wisely and calm,

all residents of japan are co-operation and helping each other on this moment,

no-one robbery on this moment,

no-one argue due to own benefit,

queue to wait public phone to get contact with family,

queue to super market to by own needs,

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this attitude is really touch and respect by every country.

hope malaysia have such attitude in future bah=.=

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by the way,god bless all of them to gone this disaster...

Let's pray to JAPAN..

hihi=)

wow~~♥♥

i have been long didnt upload my bloggg...

it like become desert blog...

i'm so sorry......><

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2011 already 3 month,

im ok so far,

nothing happend much,

but argue with him sure have,

"例牌" one.

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study ok also,

graduation just arund the corner,

so aleloya....

haiz....

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working much like usuall~~~

because need money muchhh~~~~

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hehe~~

this post like do report,

will try upload 1 post 1week.

now stop here lorr~~~

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oh ya,

bali trip soon~~

tour and hotel done liao~~~

want enjoy my bali trip 99 this time~~

bikini♥♥~~

muackxxx