Gonna be graduate soon,
i shud be happy,right?
.
but it is out of my imagination...
because,
i totally feel scare with it
.
i dun know why i get this kind of mode.
maybe....i afraid to work?
but not,
i used to work since i 15th years old.
or maybe....i afraid to change new environment?
but i dun think so,
i always change new environment since i work for freelance.
alot of maybe appear in my mind.
.
.
by the way,
until now,
i also not sure this field izzit that i want.
i feel lost and hesitation.
.
i scare to make wrong agin,
because too much wrong i have been make,
and i regret with it.
.
.
but another way
as my dearest say.....
"be optimism"
i think i will fresh up my mind to throw away those bad thought,
and try to be positive people.
